I will never blame God for my loss and heartache.
I will never question His plan. I might not understand and I am beyond words.
He is the truth, the light, the beginning and the end. We all live and die.
I’m living because of Jesus Christ and His plan.
I will follow in my darkest hour all the way to my joyous days. I don’t know the future.
I do know my testimony is simple. God is the only way you’re gonna make it through the hardships.
I pray I can testify to anyone who is suffering the loss of someone so unexpected.
For now, I’m telling anyone who crosses my path my solution. God is seeing me through.
He is not only keeping my mind sane but he’s keeping me strong enough to face every day.
He’s also allowing me to see many signs and blessings from Heaven.
It’s all so real in things I would’ve never imagined.
It’s so deep down within, nothing words can explain. It’s the kind of peace that makes you want more.
The word, the water you’ll never thirst again from. God’s love and makes you live now for the life to come.
I have looked more into the lives of those in the bible. It sounds unbelievable scary, but it’s so real.
I had only a glimpse of the worst sorrow when I cursed God on (those minutes of my saddest day).
I will never blame God again. I will never call God a liar. I lost my baby girl that morning but it only felt like a loss,
when I denied and blamed God. I couldn’t see past the dark. I couldn’t find her or any light of hope.
That’s when I felt my spirit was dead. Even though I was breathing and standing I was dead.
I turned away to the only light, the only real life, the one that comes from God.
It’s when I began praying and leaning on God and then I found her. In that very instant I felt she wasn’t gone any more.
I felt her with me again. I want her here now but I can now bear to wait. God’s plan isn’t forever to suffer but to wait for so much joy that’s gonna come.
God is teaching me to have patience I never knew I had. He’s teaching me to appreciate every minute for tomorrow isn’t promised.
I’m so thankful that he is putting in the time for me. Its never easy but God is here for me. He is making everyday possible.
These are my words through God may you who are a mom, sister , father, daughter anyone who is enduring so much loss of a loved one.
One taken away way too soon , so unexpected, way to early. God will help, you have to ask him with all your heart and have faith in knowing he’s there, listening and waiting for you to lean not on your own understanding.
God our Jesus is all the medication and therapy you’re ever gonna need.